I don't wanna say it. But I'm gonna. A storm's brewing offscreen. I am not quite sure what but I've got a few people talking at me lately and making me see things either I might already know but pushed aside in utter denial, or things that I failed to see because of blurred judgment.
Seeing things in a different light is not something to joke about. It would make a body question things that are, things that will be and things that had past. Feelings get in the way of logic. Trust would be questioned.
Trust. Sigh. I am truly at a crossroads. Trust is not something gained easily. Have I gained the trust? Have I given my trust? I don't really know. Who do I trust? Who do I trust more?
Nothing to be gained from the thunder that rumbled in the distance. Absolutely nothing. Well, maybe one party might gain something.
Have I prepared for the eventual storm? Not exactly, but I did rush out and bought some emergency storm survival kits. For now, I am taking comfort in the survival kits. Right now, it's CNN vs the Weather Channel. I don't know which one is reporting the actual facts and which one is propaganda. Sigh.
I wanna see if I could ride it out. The storm. Wait for it to dissipate. I am hopeful, but not too hopeful, that everything would work out in the end. I want it to work out in the end. To survive the storm. To live happily ever after.