Thursday, March 29, 2007

What's My Line, Part 2

Suddenly I am feeling vulnerable and depressed. Maybe it's coz I am jobless. Maybe it's coz money's running out. Maybe it's coz there's a knife in my back that I just can't seem to reach and take out. It hurts. Bad.

I am not that strong apparently. Can only deal with one trauma at a time. I am human after all, contrary to popular belief.

Hopefully I'll get that job, or the M*cros*ft job that had opened (and a friend is trying to lobby me for it). Once I get busy with a job, I can forget all about life's woes and misery and be content with the illusion that I am living in. I finally see what Prof Karen Walker is saying about the Matrix red pill blue pill thingy.

Why can't I find... oh no, do not go down that path, tired of thinking about that path... remember, you are happy living in whatever excuse of an existence that you are in now. Sigh.


savante said...

No! Do not go down the path of Karen Walker!

raden putra said...

oh hell.. what does the supposed prof knows anyway? he might be wrong, u know. it'd be up to u to decide the outcome. that's if u believe enough to know that u cud affect the outcome. ala2 'destiny is in my hand' gitu.

Evan Owens said...

Paul, Karen is not that bad... :P

Raden, I hate that destiny shit...