Saturday, February 7, 2009

Conversations with Dead People

Things are unravelling... there's this guy who I am friends with but I don't think he's really a friend. He keeps me close to him but all he really wanna do is control me. I don't get it. He is in no way, shape or form interested in me because he is straight but he keeps trying to assert himself onto me. Not in the good sexual way either. Not that I want him to.

He keeps tabs on me too. Calls me up every Friday to see where I was. But I am guessing that was more because he wanted to come with me on food quests. He admitted that he had little experience in the foodie department and I always bring him to exotic locations like... Sushi King... Also, he benefitted from my indifference towards alcohol consumption. Guess others frown upon it but I could not care less.

And then, there's the competitiveness. We're both on facebook and he gets his jollies from beating me. At everything. All the games I play, he wanna play. All the games that he plays, he invites me.

I am all for winning but at facebook? I just wanna have fun and unleash the inner child. Yeah, like I ever kept him hidden...

Anyways, lately I have been obsessing over Pet Society. He's been playing a lot longer than I have so it's understandable that he has more points than me. There was a point where he went on vacation for two weeks and I shot past him. When he returns to work, he could not believe it and attempted to beat me, which he has done already. It's just a game to me. I like buying things for my pet's house and by going up a level, I get coins to buy more things. Plus there's the mystery box where you purchase and dunno what you'll get. Yes, I like the gambling part of the game. But when you come right down to it, it's still a game and I am not looking for my tombstone to read, "here lies Evan, he kicked ass at Pet Society" or any other games. I play for the fun factor, even if it's a tournament like bowling. I enter for the experience. It'll be nice to win but I have a long ways to go before I win any tourney.

Letting off steam is why I play. Any games. I don't want to be a stick in the mud and let worrying about games ruin my fun time. I work like a dog and when I unwind, I want fun. I wanna go to karaoke and sing coz I like to sing and I dun need tips on how to sing a song of my choosing. For someone who's full of ideas on what others need to do, he sure doesn't do any of his own suggestions. Apparently he thinks he's better than others and keep telling people how to sing... wait, that's the annoying guy from the previous post... how did he get into this train of thought???

Um... oh, yeah... don't get me started on him trying to control my life. Sort of. He want to know what's up in my life and then he judges and decides what I do was good or bad or whatever. My decision to stay in touch with a certain someone sent him into a gossiping spiral. When I say I have a date, he scoffs. When he sees me chat, he'd say something like "Chatting? Why are you doing that? Want another stalker and have to change phone numbers again?"...

Sigh.

Can't he just leave me alone? I heard from one of the girls that he has dated a girl friend of hers so he's not into me like that but he is acting like I am his a bit eh? I mean, straight guy friends just don't do that yes? Or am I wrong?... Wish he'd just realize that it's my life to live and I'll live it in any way, shape or form of myh choosing. People's expectations? I don't give a crap. Why should I be doing something that someone else thinks I should be doing? I don't even listen to my mother... much... I do sometimes coz she's me mom...

Hmm.. looks like there's two on the list of people I oughta slow-talk to...

3 comments:

Calvin said...

Have you ever asked for his help or advice regarding the problems you face? Did you like telling him any unhappy things that happened to you? Is he older than you? Maybe he is acting like a big brother protecting his younger one since you said he's straight. Other than that, I cannot think of any other reason on why is he checking on you that close?

Or wait a minute! Does he have a life? Lol...

Benedict Ng said...

hahaha. *giggling at Calvin's comment*

does he have a life?

Sankai said...

Uhhh.. freaky ~! U got urself a pet stalker-like STR8 bro....

i bet the worst part of all this is that he is str8... ahhahahaa

cheers,