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Finally! I am free! Of family and familial obligations and responsibilities!!!

Not that I really want to be free of them but they've been in and around my life non-stop for almost three weeks now. A gurl needs some private time too...

My uncle was admitted to ICU for a thyroid thingy so my family came to KL. Understandable. Since my aunt's moved to Kuantan, there's no other possible place for them to stay so I volunteer my place. My mom was soooooooooooooo happy.

When they left (coz the kids have school), my sister stayed behind because my brother's ex would be staying behind as well. Since she's a girl, she can't stay with me alone. Sister to the rescue. But then sister brought her boyfriend along. Good God. Straight sex in my house!!! I have to burn the sheets and faggify my place back by having lotsa anal sex... hehehehe...

Then my uncle took a turn for the worse so my Dad came back to KL, followed by the rest of them... say goodbye to my freedom...

But the good thing about my family being there was that they'd clean up my place. But you'd think that I'd be having lotsa home cooked meal right? Noooooooo, my sister's too busy fucking the 25 year old and dating to care about feeding the brother... sigh...

So today, she's finally left!!! Yay!!! Freedom!!! Freedom!!! Freeeeeeyyydhooommm!!!

Bring On The Night

My house is not mine anymore. Since last weekend, my entire family plus my brother's Filipino ex-girlfriend who works in Ireland stayed at my tiny flat.

The ex-girlfriend's flight back is on the 24th I think, so she has a few days to kill and she's staying at my place. But she can't be alone in the house with me. Tangkap basah la plak kang. So my sister stays too. The rest of the family went back to Kuantan. But then my sister brought one of her boyfriends to my place. Sigh. Yup, you read right. One of. Small wonder why I am a slut eh?

Anyways, her boyfriend has a big cock!! How do I know? My sister told. Also, there was one morning before I went to work... he was sleeping in the other room and I wanted to grab my bag to go and I noticed him having a morning woody. Dayyymnnn... of course, I whipped out my phone and snapped a photo. :)

I am not quite used to living with people. Sometimes I just don't know what to do. I can't be online all willy nilly coz they might just walk behind me and see that I am on Manjam or something. It feels like I am being driven out of house and home.

Well, the good thing about having my family here is that my place has never been cleaner. Yay! But I can't get laid though... meanwhile, my sister is getting all kinds of action from monster cock, I mean, her bf... sigh...

Never Leave Me

The entire family's coming to KL this weekend. My uncle has been hospitalized so they're coming to visit.

I am torn. Part of me is glad that I get to see them. Another part of me is screaming and running away because my privacy will be completely gone and I know I can't avoid them. The other part of me is anxious to get home and 'straighten' the place up.

Lord knows what's been lying around. A stray gay DVD? Condom wrappers? Sigh.

In other news, there's a new practical girl at the office and she's all green and doesn't know much. I am soooo Cher from Clueless. I am determined to culturized the girl and make her familiar with stuff like Nancy Drew, Subway, Chili's etc.

I feel sorry for her a bit coz she's not exposed to this stuff. I also do this with the niece and the nephew so that when they grow up and go to study in the city or overseas or wherever, they won't be deers caught in headlights...

Sleeper

I am harder on girls than I am on guys. Yesterday was an off day for me. Finally got a chance to just not work... so I lazed around (after going on a date, ehehehehe) and suddenly I flashed back to a few years ago...

At my first job in KL... I used to have this one girl friend, we were kinda inseparable at first but as trainees, you're sent wherever they see fit so she was at the subsidiary while I stayed at the parent company.

But we still see a lot of each other. I find her quirky and crazy, in an annoying sort of way. We hung out together but then again, all of the trainees hung out together. After she was sent away, I realized how annoying she really was but I could tolerate that for a short period of time when we hung out. For dinner mostly.

Then she quit her job coz of a better offer. We still hung out but I guess it's a lot better now that she's far away. But then, something happened and we got into this huge fight and I've never forgiven her ever since. She tried calling me a few times and asking me out but I'd avoid her.

Going further back, I also had a best girl friend while doing my A Levels in Shah Alam. Hmm, I don't really have many straight guy friends apparently...

Anyway, we were also best friends and she was also a bit annoying and there was a time when we had this huge falling out and we've not spoken ever since.

I don't or can't forgive them or get past the argument or whatever it was they've done. But I let guy friends walk all over me... maybe I should start treating them like they're annoying little girls...

Speaking of annoying little girls, I can't recall being friends with any girl for a long period of time. Now that I really think about it, I don't stay in touch with anyone from a previous engagement (work, college, school)... I move on and make new friends...

High school was a conscience decision on my part to sever ties. I don't want to remain in touch with any of them because we're from two different universes. I don't think they'd be understanding to my lifestyle here in KL.

Anyways, now that I realize this, I am gonna work harder to remain in touch with people from old offices etc... but only the cool ones... hehehe...

Conversations with Dead People

Things are unravelling... there's this guy who I am friends with but I don't think he's really a friend. He keeps me close to him but all he really wanna do is control me. I don't get it. He is in no way, shape or form interested in me because he is straight but he keeps trying to assert himself onto me. Not in the good sexual way either. Not that I want him to.

He keeps tabs on me too. Calls me up every Friday to see where I was. But I am guessing that was more because he wanted to come with me on food quests. He admitted that he had little experience in the foodie department and I always bring him to exotic locations like... Sushi King... Also, he benefitted from my indifference towards alcohol consumption. Guess others frown upon it but I could not care less.

And then, there's the competitiveness. We're both on facebook and he gets his jollies from beating me. At everything. All the games I play, he wanna play. All the games that he plays, he invites me.

I am all for winning but at facebook? I just wanna have fun and unleash the inner child. Yeah, like I ever kept him hidden...

Anyways, lately I have been obsessing over Pet Society. He's been playing a lot longer than I have so it's understandable that he has more points than me. There was a point where he went on vacation for two weeks and I shot past him. When he returns to work, he could not believe it and attempted to beat me, which he has done already. It's just a game to me. I like buying things for my pet's house and by going up a level, I get coins to buy more things. Plus there's the mystery box where you purchase and dunno what you'll get. Yes, I like the gambling part of the game. But when you come right down to it, it's still a game and I am not looking for my tombstone to read, "here lies Evan, he kicked ass at Pet Society" or any other games. I play for the fun factor, even if it's a tournament like bowling. I enter for the experience. It'll be nice to win but I have a long ways to go before I win any tourney.

Letting off steam is why I play. Any games. I don't want to be a stick in the mud and let worrying about games ruin my fun time. I work like a dog and when I unwind, I want fun. I wanna go to karaoke and sing coz I like to sing and I dun need tips on how to sing a song of my choosing. For someone who's full of ideas on what others need to do, he sure doesn't do any of his own suggestions. Apparently he thinks he's better than others and keep telling people how to sing... wait, that's the annoying guy from the previous post... how did he get into this train of thought???

Um... oh, yeah... don't get me started on him trying to control my life. Sort of. He want to know what's up in my life and then he judges and decides what I do was good or bad or whatever. My decision to stay in touch with a certain someone sent him into a gossiping spiral. When I say I have a date, he scoffs. When he sees me chat, he'd say something like "Chatting? Why are you doing that? Want another stalker and have to change phone numbers again?"...

Sigh.

Can't he just leave me alone? I heard from one of the girls that he has dated a girl friend of hers so he's not into me like that but he is acting like I am his a bit eh? I mean, straight guy friends just don't do that yes? Or am I wrong?... Wish he'd just realize that it's my life to live and I'll live it in any way, shape or form of myh choosing. People's expectations? I don't give a crap. Why should I be doing something that someone else thinks I should be doing? I don't even listen to my mother... much... I do sometimes coz she's me mom...

Hmm.. looks like there's two on the list of people I oughta slow-talk to...