Health

Health has been an issue lately... so much so that I haven't been to work in a while... which usually is fine with me but I dun want the office to think I am this sick-prone person... sigh...

Anyway, in addition, now I have kidney stones... sigh... passing em will be hell for sure...

On the plus side, I have lost some weight or so it seems... people kept telling me this... :)

Jobs

Have started to get this feeling... that I am in a dead end job... even though I love working there and the job allows me much flexibility... but there is little guarantee I can move up the organization and even littler guarantee I can enter the mothership... I mean, the parent company... not to mention that the salary has been stagnant and the benefits too little and the annual leave is still stuck at 14... this is my fourth year... I think I have to do something... soon...

Blogs

I had been maintaining several blogs, with totally different topics... ya know, to keep it separate so that everything is clear...

Had to say goodbye to one of my oldest blogs... I started that blog in 2004... can you imagine? It had survived for almost 7 years... but due to several unfortunate circumstances, it had to go...

I actually had deleted that blog a couple of times... but that was due mostly to stalker issues... this time, it was due to the people around me...

It became an entity on its own, bigger presence than me... up to a point where people talk about it more than they talk about me... I mean, come on... it's just a blog... I am more than just words... but some people could not get past it and kept telling other people...

So I had to put a stop to it... might as well, the blog had run its course and was way off topic after a few years... I am sad that I had to let it go coz it felt like part of me... it was an outlet for me to vent out but I guess I have to vent out in some other way... sigh...

Writer

Am officially starting to write for a web magazine that is kinda cult-ish and aimed for our people only... not sure how I feel about them wanting a byline/bio/pic on it... coz... do I want to be associated OPENLY with that?

Hmmm... on one paw, I do like the idea of getting to write and contribute articles... but the sitch in Malaysia... is it really worth it?